jelouse?

i see it.. the pic.. something shattered my heart.. am i really like him? it's hard for me to like someone like i actually like him.. but it's different with him.. i felt something when he first talk to me.. i felt like flying when he sit next to me.. i wanted him to notice everything i do.. i want him to treat me like he treat her.. but i'm not pretty enough for him.. i'm always not pretty enough for everyone.. i know it.. i just know it..