The People I Hide

Getting ready to see friends
Go to the mirror put on makeup on
To hide my true self.
Is this what life is about?
To hide.
I see my friends flirty & girly.
I try to be happy an like them,
but all I feel is alone.
No-one here to help me
I am different to my friends.
I am different, fun, happy girly
but is that me?
I go back to the mirror
an all I see is an unknown girl
trying to find away out
but I am hidden
I hide my true self
I am no one.
People have skeletons in there closet.
I have masks.
What do you have?

Secondhand Serenade-Vurnurable

Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
because its cold outside cold outside its cold outside
share with me the secrets that you kept in
because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside
 
and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me so l
et's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care 

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible 

I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and it's true I cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clearer
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that your scared like me
so let's pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know were unprepared
but I don't care 

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that you're so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
impossible

slow down girl your not going anywhere
just wait around and see
maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

tell me tell me
what makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
imposibble

BUSTED!!

i don't care actually if they know.. coz he has been my past.. my fucking past.. i don't wanna think bout him anymore.. i really easy to forget someone right.. i really mizz my school tie at smkap.. uurrgghh... i supposed can't felt that way.. coz life have go on.. i can't always think bout da past.. right..

i don't really understand it.. why should we fight over a guy.. why can they more appreciate us? are we that's useless? i don't understand at all. maybe that's why i don't believe in love.. well,, not that i'm not believe in love but i don't really believe in it.. are there is true love? i don't know either.. but i really want to know bout it.. i'm curious.. coz i never been in true love.. maybe coz i never fall in love either.. believe or not i never fall in love.. bout that guy, i just realize i just adore him.. stupid right.. now he is out of my mind.. although not completely, but at least he is not the main things anymore..

I Don't Give A Damn Avril Lyrics

Why-Avril Lavigne Lyrics

Your Guardian Angel ♪ (With Lyrics)

Secondhand Serenade - Vulnerable (With Lyrics)

today is valentine but i don't feel anything.. although i have him but.. i don't really love him.. in fact do i ever love @ like him? i don't have the answer my self.. i'm doin self reflection at school.. i just realize there's many things i want to do but i can't do it. why ? because i'm me.. i'm useless.. can't even decide what's wrong or write although i'm already 17.. funny right.. i'm tryin to fix myself but eventually i can't.. this is who i am and i can't help it..

jelouse?

i see it.. the pic.. something shattered my heart.. am i really like him? it's hard for me to like someone like i actually like him.. but it's different with him.. i felt something when he first talk to me.. i felt like flying when he sit next to me.. i wanted him to notice everything i do.. i want him to treat me like he treat her.. but i'm not pretty enough for him.. i'm always not pretty enough for everyone.. i know it.. i just know it..